me bad at people

shame, impotence, rage, television

This is a good depiction of how today felt like lbr.

I was so hyped too. I was gonna be awesome.

(via ladystilts)

redcorpsebey   12167 05.27.12

soundlyawake:

Hal Sparks | You’ve been saying those phrases backwards. Now, stop it. (x)

This makes too much sense.

(via plays-with-squirrels)

antiquers   17312 05.27.12

:(

I got so frustrated at work. There were so many picky people wanting specific tables and then when I seat them where they want their service is shitty because I either oversat the server or they are on break or God knows what or I have to talk them into taking the table they don’t want so they hate me and probably tip less and then all the hate from the guests and the servers comes straight back to me. And then the last thing I had was some woman walk into the “bar area” I thought she was going to sit directly at the bar but she sat at the lounge and we seat everyone except for at the bar. So I just went up to her to explain that next time she comes in we should be able to seat her, and I said it really nicely, not in any way trying to suggest it was a problem then. And she got all bitchy about how she was in the hospitality industry and she shouldn’t have someone explain that to her and then she listed what wines are good to me and before I could interrupt her she was ordering right away and I had to explain no, I’m sorry, I’m just a hostess. That everyone gets angry at. That isn’t told when someone is on break or how exactly the lounge gets split up when one person has their shift cut. 

So I almost cried at work but instead of pulling a “cry-at-work” moment I pulled a “have-panic-attack-in-car-after-work” moment.

Fuuuuuck.

I know I’m super sensitive but today was just shitty. 

Had a blister right over the bone of my heel the whole day too.

And tomorrow I get to do it all over again right after my first job. Woop.

1 05.27.12

Season 4 of Breaking Bad

feels kinda slow.

Womp womp womp.

1 05.27.12

I love how parents can get short with you but you can't get short with them.

Mom: It's cold on the floor....
Me: Nah, it's just great.
Mom: ....but it's cold and you should get a blanket or grab a pillo--
Me: It's. GREAT.
Mom: ...
Me: ...
Mom: ...
Me: ...I just want to relax in my own way.